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Never thought it would be this way.But this gap between us grew, we grew two separete ways.I never set out to tear this down, cause in my heart it's worth,it's worth so much more, than I could ever show.
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true and false [101304 - 02.07.am ]
i have a boyfriend.. he feeds me alot of good food!!.. he has an amazing heart! and even better sprit!!

alot of new girls started at work.. so all i hear from the guys is how hot they are..

if you don't love someone.. why be with them? i asked that to a guy i work with who hates the mother of his preme twins... he said he wasn't going to be any more.. good kid.. just needs a good friend..



i don't see/talk to anyone.. thanks you jerks
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[100904 - 07.23.pm ]

this will make you puke!  )

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[100704 - 11.39.pm ]
i have a boyfirend...
crazy i know
he has the best heart ever


the Used's new cd is good!! i like it
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[092604 - 01.50.am ]
i got 2 more stars tonight and found the guy to do the rest if them!!!
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[092504 - 12.52.pm ]
i was going to go to ohio..
and it would have been a good time..
but i have no money and
my car needs an oil change to the MAX

my dad just got excited for B.E.T what the heck
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[092304 - 08.59.am ]
.. i don't know what's happened to me..

i am sorry
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[092104 - 03.59.pm ]
tomorrow:
go to the zoo

friday:
go to ohio


i baked cookies today! and they turned out looking like cookies!!
x;gunshot

[091804 - 01.33.pm ]
getaoxygentank: i was in nashville from wendesday to yesterday with a dead phone and no internet haha
RobinwillDestroy: don't talk to me
RobinwillDestroy: that is the BIGGEST JERK thing to say

WHAT THE CRAP..
bye jerks..
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[091704 - 07.50.pm ]
i don't want it to quit raining.. i liked it..

today was crazy!
crazy as in my manager asked me if i wanted to be moved up to SR. of my department.. that means i am just under the sup of digital.. meaning i can order people in digital img. and wireless around.. hahah

OH
IF ANYONE WANTS A JOB
and wouldn't mind driving to hickory hollow
BEST BUY is taking people to work registers like CRAZYYYY
PLEASE!!
x;gunshot

[091504 - 08.49.am ]
*NOTE*
never tell a car full of mexicans that you will go to the movies with them if they pay!!

sometimes the thought of my friends makes me smile!!

then when i think about the crap i pull them into i think i am a jerk.. but it all works out! for the best!!
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[091404 - 11.36.pm ]
ohio in like a week..
i want to go to e-ville for the show tomorrow..
LAME
i have champs for friends!!

i feel fat from eating mexican..
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[091304 - 09.51.am ]
update
i bought new bindings..
tho fall is comin up
hey i will have them for next year!!
and they only fit MY foot!! not my dad's!!!
and i bought boy trunks! they are black white and hot pink!!
HOT i know!! and they make me look like i have no legs!!
AWESOME!!

next weekend i go to ohio..
it sholud be a good time

SATURDAY
of this week i work 9 hours!
it's not going to be fun
but it will be better than invitory that was done lastnight!
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[090904 - 08.33.am ]
people all around me are changing..
for the best
but i'm not..
i can't
i like what i am
and what i stand for...
i have made alot of changes that only a few people can see
or know about..
they were changed inside me!
and it makes me smile!!

P.S.
WKU i hate you!! to the MAX!!
well hate is alittle hard..
but i really really really don't like you!!
my mom just told me that in a few more months i would be getting another bill from them saying i owe 1,200$..
ontop of my 2,022$ i owe them now..
THAT is LAME!!!



FIRDAY
emily and jen come!!
for a show..
but i like to think it was really to see me
and the show is just alittle added thing!!

SATURDAY
i want to go to the lake!!
i only have a few days left!!
and i was told i am getting better!!
now if only i can keep form hurting myself BEFORE i go!!
ALSO
i want to go to c-ville
IF things work out
and josh can go!
if not
i am SO at the lake!!
jen and emily should come too!
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[090604 - 08.04.pm ]
i hurt my knee really bad yesterday wakeboarding.. but not bad enough to go to the DR.. so it better get well soon!! if not i will be quite upset..

i am acting like a girl and i don't like it one bit!!
i want to cry!

and kick boys in the knees
so i am not the only one walking around with a limp
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[090204 - 01.20.pm ]
i never ever update..
oh well..
i keep getting texted by some crazy girl that used to date a guy i work with.. ahh long story short.. i texted him and said i love you (as a friend!! nothing more) and crazy girl read it and now i am worried that she will start to stalk me...

on the 25th i want to go to ohio!

i think i am getting sick/getting over getting sick/trying to get sick.. whatever is goin on.. i don't like it!

update done
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[082304 - 11.06.pm ]


..take all these strings..i need music.. )

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[082104 - 08.21.pm ]
forget trying to make others happy..
i am just too lazy for that!

my car likes to puff out blue smoak when i first start it in the mornings.. GREAT!

i get to take band photos tomorrow .. but i can't find any of my photo stuff.. more GREAT!

i hate overies!! even MORE GREAT!

my hours are being cut due to the fact we hired 2 new people for my department!!!

i wanted to go to OHIO to see kids.. but i have $9.. i give up!




but life is good after tomorrow.. and friday!
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[081804 - 07.11.pm ]
dear head trama;
i hate you


love,
me
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[081504 - 08.47.pm ]
my car is gave me the finger today.. on my way home from river gate.. it died.. so my dad came to see if he could fix it really quick so i could get home.. but he had no idea what the deal was.. good thing for AAA..
my manager was about to come get me and have my car towed if my dad didn't show up.. hah so was a guy i work with.. good thing they have AAA too..
my dad is mad that i had him come out.. oh well..

i bought the best gaming chair today!!
and tomorrow i am getting new kicks!!
then i worry about my car.. BLAH



every time i go to update this thing i click the X.. but i have to have atleast 3 windows open.. so it goes like this XXX hah rock on kids
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[081104 - 08.22.pm ]
tomorrow i am off..
and my mom and dad go out of town at like 10am..
so i have to find something to do.. my sister works till 6.. well she may go out till who knows when..
and i don't want to be home alone..
(2)  x;gunshot

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